@adrift
Jun 2026 Β· 1mo ago

i am magic. that curses.

Humari iss tarah se koi guftagu bhi rahΠ΅
Itne paas ho ke teri khushbu bhi rahΠ΅
Tujh mein main basu mujh mein tu bhi rahe
Ke kaam ho bhi jaye aur mera wazu bhi rahe
Aur yeh sab bolne ko mera jaana mun bhi rahe
Seene mein dil bhi rahe
Tu bhi rahe
Rooh bhi rahe
Mili hai duniya lekin teri aarzu bhi rahe
Hum tum se duur khare hoke tumhe chuu bhi rahe π€

was wondering. n really a shower thought. when inwas showering. if its Qalb or Aql, that is us. that is older from the other. n Existent when the other was absent. but then if u aql it. it Qalb.
a child. doesnt have logic. (aql) but she knows love (Qalb). xd. wont explain. but inshould write it down.

Qalb = who you ARE β original, pre-social, spiritual
Aql (logic/brain) = who you BECOME β shaped by experience, learning, society

let the no music, sing.

gn. may He makes us like Him, kind. n forgiving. for others. n just for ourselves. gn.


why r u wakey wakey this hour n not dreamy dreamy ?

r u guys retards ? chupair n jhappi ?
wut r u 12 ? u dumb phucks. brainless reatrds.
ur existence is a mere nothingness.
fat niggas.

the fear of truly been seen is real.

Camus was right. at time when you would be sure they someone would have u.. you would sit with them n cry ur being out like a child. but neither no would have u nor can u cry. or neither would u let them or would cry.

phuck not down that way againππ

Meta n SnapChat has ur nudes.

saba kahen, "are-are, are-are, pagalaa gaya hai too"

stop phucking inflation. u retards.
yk wut kind. brain dead cant see fat.

can't sleep. wont sleep.


n i give shall up on living that which i did not for tonight.
n i shall live it all again tomorrow. n on. n on. n die. living.

so today i walked beside this old lady. she was carrying smth. i walked past her but idk sm how the urge to carry it with her.. won. n i stopped n went back.
n all the way, she talked so good. n idk it still feels like that was my grandma. like i cant stop imagining her. she was sweet too. but like sm how she unlocked a door way to her.. all the way long. n i could see her. hear her. her putting lil force on ma hand when i would go to greet her..
its just when life gets wrecked or its peak smiles.. they memory of her just finds its way to me.